3/21/2007

Get lost on Campus

Nice Walk!
The hard days' gone, I am myself again. Luckily, had some friend there with me, and Andrew told me many new words, haha. Suddenly realized that I can talk about everything with him, not bad^_^Very funny boy, but he insisted that he's a man.
Moving on something new, want to keep the hard feeling to make me strong, oh~oh!>_<

3/17/2007

Busy days

So many books, such a mess, almost drown here. Haha...finally, start to write. Thank God!

3/16/2007

Desktop

Changed my desktop this noon, after watched Munich. This time it is Eric Bana. Few days ago it was Jensen Ackles. No doubt that I will change it again two or three days later. Depends on what happen. Actually I have a favourite desktop, but I just can't tolerate looking at the same picture everyday when I open my computer. I want something different. There are humdreds of desktop pictures in my computer, some of them haven't been use. I can't help myself to download every nice desktop picture I see. Just like I keep packing every little stuff the night before I go out. Most are useless. I know, but...I am always afriad I might need them, to protect my poor secure feeling. Guess.

By the way, I like people with beautiful eyes. Maybe I should say like this: I like people with talking eyes. ^_^ It always says that people's eyes can talk. However, I don't know why, I can't read people's mind through their eyes, even it is obvious. I know they are talking, but I can't know what they are talking about. Haha, funny. And weird. Why not just tell me, with mouth, but not eyes.

I need a chance

Sometimes I am wondering they are looking for an assistant, or a girlfriend.

Searched for two day, found some uesful imformation, but still waiting. I don't know what I am waiting for. Maybe a signal, or something like that. But how could I know. I think, it is time for me to make up my mind! Just do it, no more excuse.

3/15/2007

Chatting

Sometimes chatting could be very funny. I can tell almost every word they are going to say. Especially when the strangers wnat to chat. They always begin and end like this:

A: Hi, how are you?
B: Fine. U?
A: Good. How old are you?
B: 23.
A: Great. Are you married?
B: No.
A: Do you have a boyfriend?
B: No.
A: Good! Can you show me your picture?
B: No.
......

I don't know why they always ask the same questions. It's boring. Everytime when I meet someone like this, I don't need delete them or something, just few more "No" they will disappear. I can't understand why they can't talk about something else.
There are some great people, too. They have something really good to talk, something funny, and useful. I learn a lot from them. Nice guys. And I know how to use Google Earth this morning. That's good! Haha...

3/14/2007

Computer

When there is a computer, there's no secret any more.

Just feel it strongly these days. I don't know what I can say to describe the feeling. I believe every computer user could understand. Sometimes I also think internet is fearful. People won't know when they are under surveillance, and by who.

But on the other hand, computer is useful, I can't deny that!

3/13/2007

English

When I hear it, I get it; but when I think of it, I lose it.

I don't know why after so many years, I still think that I only know little, very little about it. I try to remember every words I saw, but the more I remember, the more I forget. Sometimes I think I can't go any further. It's the end for my learning. Sometimes I think I picked the wrong major. Once, I love it. And then I hate it. Now, I think I'd better work hard to get close to it.

The major problem now, I think it is my vocabulary. I don't know why, but it takes a lot of time for me to remember a new word. I can remeber a new word if I read it again and again, but the very next day, when I see it, I can't tell its meaning. It just looks like that the words are playing hide-and-seek with me. Most of the time, I have a word in my mind, but I don't know its meaning. Seems familiar, but I can't tell. I know its spelling, I know its pronunciation, but I have no idea of its meaning. How ridiculous that I recognize my friends, but I can't remember any details about them, what's their name, where they from, what do they do...Sometimes it drives me crazy.

And my writing is poor! I know I need to read more. Thank Go, I know all my problems. It's just about time.

I like watching movies. It helps me to improve my listening. Sometime I don't what the characters are talking while sometime I can tell almost every words I hear. Confuses me.

These are my most feelings about English at this moment. I hope I have some different feeling next time, some better feelings.