English

When I hear it, I get it; but when I think of it, I lose it.

I don't know why after so many years, I still think that I only know little, very little about it. I try to remember every words I saw, but the more I remember, the more I forget. Sometimes I think I can't go any further. It's the end for my learning. Sometimes I think I picked the wrong major. Once, I love it. And then I hate it. Now, I think I'd better work hard to get close to it.

The major problem now, I think it is my vocabulary. I don't know why, but it takes a lot of time for me to remember a new word. I can remeber a new word if I read it again and again, but the very next day, when I see it, I can't tell its meaning. It just looks like that the words are playing hide-and-seek with me. Most of the time, I have a word in my mind, but I don't know its meaning. Seems familiar, but I can't tell. I know its spelling, I know its pronunciation, but I have no idea of its meaning. How ridiculous that I recognize my friends, but I can't remember any details about them, what's their name, where they from, what do they do...Sometimes it drives me crazy.

And my writing is poor! I know I need to read more. Thank Go, I know all my problems. It's just about time.

I like watching movies. It helps me to improve my listening. Sometime I don't what the characters are talking while sometime I can tell almost every words I hear. Confuses me.

These are my most feelings about English at this moment. I hope I have some different feeling next time, some better feelings.